buy the box of really soft tissues
understand people more
take a cab–twice in one week
love my body completely (I truly thought I’d done this in my 20’s…..but not nearly as fully)
look forward to spending a Saturday night in
realize I’m not invincible
wish I still (thought I) was
be easier on myself
spend a ton of money on a really great mattress
say ‘no’ to something I don’t want (sans guilt)