buy the box of really soft tissues

understand people more

take a cab–twice in one week

love my body completely (I truly thought I’d done this in my 20’s…..but not nearly as fully)

look forward to spending a Saturday night in

realize I’m not invincible

wish I still (thought I) was

be easier on myself

spend a ton of money on a really great mattress

say ‘no’ to something I don’t want (sans guilt)